I have been trying to find joy in the process! I have done well for the most part! A friend of mine have even been texting one another each morning something we are thankful for. I am finding when we are being thankful it's very hard not to be grateful for what you have! Even when it is less than perfect!
May is lupus awareness month! I want to share as much I can about the disease I have. I want to help others understand! At the same time I want to make God look good! I can chose to be bitter and ask God why did it have to be me! I think the correct question is actually why not me?
I never ever want to unsatisfied with the life He has given me! Even though there are some days when my life is so very hard! Its hard to move and be happy that this is my life. However even on those days its better than the alternative!
I am so thankful I was there at Presbyterian. I made a new friend that day! I also was there to make God look really good! He showed up in that room that day! I have an appointment at the end of May I hope to stop and see my nurses and take something in to them!
I can't wait to hear what God has done for her! I have learned some times our suffering is actually to help someone else and bring them closer! I want to share my journey with others and let them see Gods goodness through the process. I may have lupus and a rare heart condition! Yet they don't have me! I serve a mighty God who could cure them both at the speaking of a word! Or He can use me to draw others closer to Him.
I just hope I am making Him look good!
Thank you for stopping by and letting me share my heart! I hope you have a blessed week!
~Prayerfully Yours ~ Shellie